Well, I just wanna share my thoughts that is "gatel" in my head these days. Eventho I know there's no one who read this post. But I just wanna "ngeluarin rasa sesak" di dalam dada. Jiah...
Sesuai judulnya, I was just curious. Who said USIA 20AN ITU MENYENANGKAN?!!!!!!! HAH?!!!!!!
WHY WHEN IT COMES TO ME, I FEEL SO MISERABLE. I mean I can't enjoy my "masa muda". I'm just feeling like usia 20an itu bawaannya adalah bertahan hidup. Boro-boro mau nikmatin hidup, survive aja susah bukan maen.
People said hidup itu anugrah. But, i dont know what's wrong with me?! What's wrong with my life?! WHAT'S WRONG IN MY HEAD SAMPE AKU NGGA BISA NGERASAIN SEBERAPA "ANUGRAH"NYA HIDUP INI. KENAPA HAH KENAPA?!!!!!!
I've tried everything I could. But sti, it's feeling so hard. I dont know it is overpopulation or what. But yeah, being human sucks. Maunya jadi hewan aja, kerjaannya cuman makan sama kawin. Atau jadi tumbuhan2 deh, mau makan tinggal berfotosintesis, mau kawin tinggal jatuhin benang sari ke kepala putik.
Oke, that's it! That's my rant.
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